Some times G-d allows the flood to come in our lives, not to kill us, but to cleans us!
All the hell that I've gone through has caused me to be stronger. It has cleansed me and made me a new person. I am wiser and stronger and I am going to be alright. G-d didn't allow my homelessness poverty, or depression drown me, but it taught me how to be a survivor!
So as I listen to the water flow I realize that there is life in water. There is comfort in the water! G-d is my water and as long as I have Him, I will live!